Unraveling the Beth/Danielle/Tristan web:
In the Beginning: Tristan meets Beth in the first
season
The very first Tristan/Beth meeting dates back to the first season,
before Beth officially moved back to Schuyler Falls. She was visiting
for her mother's birthday, and took a walk in the woods to reacclimate
herself to her old hometown. Unfortunately, alternate "Lizzie" (who
is approximately 4-5 years old) emerged due to a bad memory, and
collapsed in tearful horror at having been brought back against
her will to a town she hated.
Tris came upon a crying Beth while on his own aimless walk, which
occured during his trial for murder. He realized at once that this
woman was obviously disturbed, and tried to console her. Once Lizzie
was calmed down, Beth re-emerged and was shocked to find Tristan
holding her. She ran away in shame.
Beth first meets Danielle, Ep. #3-08:
Fast forward to the third season. Beth moved to town, and Chelsea
discovered her talent as a designer. Chelsea was pleased when Danielle
happened by during an outdoor brunch, recognizing the society woman
as a potential mentor for Beth. As shown, Beth was impressed --
and noted the general similarity in appearance but vast difference
in their personalities:
Beth watches the woman as she speaks with Chelsea. The curling
reddish brown hair is much like her own, but where hers is untamed
and frizzy, this woman's is perfectly styled, pulled into a loose
chignon. The clothes are casual but expensive--a white silk shirt,
coffee-colored silk skirt, and sandals revealing well-manicured
toenails. There's an ease and confidence about this woman that
even a stranger can notice on first sight.
A stab of envy fills Beth's chest.
(In this conversation, Beth also overheard Danny talking about
her Lighthouse evenings.) Later this same episode, Beth had a run-in
with Tom, who wondered why she hated him so much. He asked her if
it was related to the night they spent together in high school (which
occured during one of Beth's blackout periods). His goading traumatized
her, and (as we'll see) events that highlight Beth's own helplessness
and insecurity -- particularly with men -- are triggers for Samantha
to appear. Samantha is the confident, careless woman Beth can't
be; she takes on other personas that please her, and has a sense
of entitlement that makes her desire everything she can't have.
Episode #3-09: Tristan meets Beth-as-Danny (or
"Banny," as she's referred to in storyline plans!)
Later that day, Beth overheard Tom having an argument with Clark
about Beth -- Tom thought the reason Clark wouldn't taking him back
was Beth's 'irrational' prejudice against him. He called Beth a
selection of nasty names and aggressively kissed Clark. This caused
Beth to get physically ill. In the next scene, Clark shoved Tom
away and looked for Beth to see if she happened to hear the conversation
... but she wasn't there.
That night, Tris arrived at the Lighthouse for the first time,
looking for inspiration for his Boondoggles revamp. He spied a stunning
woman with curling red-brown hair, and vaguely recognized her, though
he wasn't sure why. Only when they were about to fall into bed did
she "mischievously" reveal her name as Danielle Nichols.
Early the next morning, after they slept together, we saw the woman
returning on the ferry and -- thinking about Tristan's sleeping
face -- asked herself angrily, "what have you done now?" (This was
Amanda regretting Samantha's deception.)
Episode #3-14: The day after Banny's first night
with Tristan
The next day, Clark arrived home for lunch and found Beth sitting
at home. He told her she looked exhausted, and asked if she was
up all night. Beth's response revealed some tidbits about her nighttime
activities:
"No." She places the sketch pad she's been holding on the floor
and hugs her knees close to her chest, almost in a fetal position.
"But I think I had bad dreams or something. I feel like I haven't
slept a wink."
Clark nods, noting her red, glazed eyes and the dark circles
beneath them. "Do you remember the dreams?"
Shaking her head, Beth lifts her shoulders in a shrug. "I remember
being cold," she murmurs. "That's all. It was so real… When I
woke up, my feet were like icicles."
Later in that same conversation, Beth mentioned that she met a
potential client yesterday -- Danielle. Her admiration for the other
woman's lifestyle and attitude was evident (and evidence!):
Laughing, Clark takes a long sip of his soda. "My oh my. What
was she, some kind of middle-aged blue-blood, stiff upper lip
and all that?"
"Not at all. She was young. Pretty. And not stiff at all, she
had a lot of style and grace, and she's the sort of person who--"
Clark waits for her to finish, but she seems to have frozen in
place. "Don't keep me in suspense, Bethy. The sort of person who…?"
His sister suddenly pushes her way up off the rocking chair,
moving to the window and staring outside. Her voice lowers to
a murmur. "Who people admire. Who people are drawn to, like a--like
a magnet. She's powerful and confident, and--"
"You learned all that after meeting her once?"
"Chelsea Stanford told me."
"Ah, well then…" Clark smiles and wipes his hands with a paper
napkin. "It must be true. That chick wouldn't compliment another
woman unless she had no other option."
"I wonder what it's like, to be like that. To know exactly what
you want, and get it." Beth shuts her eyes, frowning as if from
some uncomfortable memory. "To do things just because you can.
To feel no regret, or…" Her words fade away.
"Beth?" Clark watches her back stiffen, but she doesn't turn
around. Brows furrowing with concern, he rises and walks to her
side. "Bethy, are you okay?"
She turns to him. "I'm fine," she insists, despite her shaking
form and the tempest brewing in her eyes. "I'm fine."
The affair continued through many subsequent episodes. Clues were
sprinkled in now and again, including direct contradictions between
what Danielle was doing, and what Banny was doing.
For example, in the Christmas episodes (3-30 through 3-32), Tristan
was surprised to find faux-Danielle at Boondoggles, and mentioned
that he thought she had a party to go to. Banny revealed that she
decided to blow off the party at the last minute. Indeed, Beth did
not attend the party at Rena's parents house that evening (a fact
remarked upon by Clark). On the other hand, Danielle did attend
the Nichols family party.
Note about the writing:
Throughout the storyline, the writing itself was carefully
constructed to avoid ever calling Tristan's lover by name. The only
person who refered to her as "Danielle" was Tristan; the narrative
itself never identified her as such. It was a difficult rule to
follow, as a writer, but imperative in order to play fairly with the audience.
(Similarly, Danielle never refered to her own dark-haired lover
by name -- Alex.)
Other guidelines followed in order to make it a fair game was a)
justifying scenes of Samantha/Amanda visiting Tristan by earlier
ones, in which Beth's alters are triggered by arguments with Tom,
Elaine, Clark; and b) ensuring that Banny's dialogue could logically
be delivered by Danielle or Beth (well, her alternates, anyway).
Episode #3.31: Beth's alternates disagree about
the situation, leading to Amanda confronting Tristan
Things heated up once the opera gala became imminent. Beth's double-life
brought out her alternates' differences, and scenes depicted the
unique reactions each had to the Tristan relationship.
From 3-31, after Samantha accepted Danielle's invitation to Beth
for the opera gala:
Hamilton Park
Beth stares at the snow-covered pine needles on the ground.
She feels and sees nothing at all. She's an empty shell, a shadow
that's attached to -- but not a part of -- her body. And though
the noises outside are muted, an argument is raging inside her
mind.
You shouldn't have made those plans, Samantha, a flat,
angry voice insists. I think you're in over your head.
The woman who currently has possession of Beth's body just
laughs. " Do you know what I think?" she says aloud
in the cold air, "You're jealous."
Don't be ridiculous. Jealous of the things you've done?
They make me sick. You should just leave her alone. Don't you
see what you're getting her into?
"Yes, she's having fun. Fun, for the first time in her pathetic
life, I might add. What's the matter, old lady, can't you stand
to think of her as being happy?"
She isn't happy -- she doesn't know the first thing about
it. You're indulging your own needs, not hers. So don't you dare
act so high and mighty with me, girly -- as if you're actually
interested in helping her!
"What I'm not interested in is keeping her hidden away like
a hothouse orchid. Just get off my back, why don't you? You may
be the oldest, Moll, but you don't know every damn thing."
I know a good sight more than you do, for all your airs
and graces and pseudo-sophistication. You know darn well that
if it hadn't been for me, the whole lot of us would've been dead
by now. You, me, her, Lizzie, Amanda, and even Bitsy--we'd all
be at the bottom of the River years ago!
As the alters argued more and more about Samantha's forcing their
involvement with Tristan, the deception started to fall apart. In
Episode 3.31.2, a scene positively top-heavy with clues found Tristan
arriving at the Lighthouse and found a sober "Danielle" waiting
for him; this was actually Amanda -- who was feeling extreme remorse
for what they were doing to Tristan. Her feelings, unlike Samantha's,
go deeper than just sex. Angry at her 'sister's' behavior towards
Tristan, Amanda also expressed her worries that Tris only knows
her as a sex partner. Particularly relevant clues are in boldface,
with comments:
The Lighthouse Inn
Room 3
..."What's wrong, Danielle?" [Tristan] says, closing the
door and smiling at the woman sitting on the edge of the bed.
"I'm not used to finding you so ... well, overdressed."
She looks up, returning his smile. Her cream-colored sweater
dress hugs every generous curve of her body. [Beth will
later be described as wearing a skin-tight white dress - kl.]
"You don't mind, I hope."
[...] He examines her carefully. Something about her is definitely
different, but he's not able to pinpoint it. Her bountiful wavy
hair is pulled over her left shoulder, with only some spiral tendrils
falling onto the right side of her ivory face. Her eyes sparkle
with life as always, but there's something else he reads in their
shining depths.
"I can't tell, exactly. You're so quiet. Calm. I mean --
not that you're usually bouncing off the walls, but normally you
give off this energy..." Tristan lifts a hand, gently cupping
her cheek. "Are you feeling sad tonight?"
She stands up, moving away from his reach and holding her
arms close to her chest. "I shouldn't have come here. I shouldn't
have made the appointment at all."
[...] When he kisses her, she relaxes in his arms, and for
a moment she's as passionate as ever. But only for a moment. Too
soon she backs away, peering into his face. "No," she breathes,
"I want to talk, Tristan. Do you mind if we just talk?"
"Sure. That's fine. I'd be happy to talk. You're the one
who usually won't let me get a word in edgewise before you start
ripping my clothes off."
Tristan says the words casually, but he can't ignore the
growing sense that he's about to get some bad news. He pushes
his sweater sleeves up and rests his hands on his hips. "What
do you want to talk about, Danielle?"
She blinks, almost wincing. [At his calling her
by this name -- kl] "You and me," she says -- just as he expected.
"Let me get this over with. Is it Cameron? He doesn't know,
does he?"
The expression on her face is pure surprise. "No! I mean
-- I have no idea what he knows. [Obviously! - kl]
This has nothing to do with anyone else. Just us."
"Well, that's something." He exhales at last, though his
tension is far from relieved. "What about you and me?"
"I want to know how you feel about me."
He looks at her, noting how uncharacteristically vulnerable
she looks, standing across from him. "I don't know how you can
ask me that. I thought it was obvious."
She smiles, all too briefly. "The only obvious thing is that
you're extremely attracted to me. That you're intoxicated with
the act of having sex with me. But how you feel about me, as a
person ... that much is far from obvious. You don't know me."
"Danielle, that isn't true!"
"You don't know the first thing about me. You know someone
else, the woman who 'rips your clothes off,' as you just said."
She raises an eyebrow, a cynical smile curling her lips. "That
person isn't with you right now, and frankly, you don't seem all
that thrilled." {She is describing Samantha, of course.
-kl]
Tristan shakes his head, stepping towards her. "You're wrong.
I'm just confused. To say I don't know you -- I know we don't
talk all that much. But when we do ... I still know the kind of
woman you are."
"Yes," she says, her eyes darkening. "A whore."
He inhales sharply at the ugly word. And though she's referring
to herself, Tristan feels as if he's the one who's been slapped.
In the continuation of this scene, Amanda even resented Tristan
calling her "Danny," and slipped up by referring to herself and the other alters as "us."
The Lighthouse
Room Three
[...] Tristan Campbell looks out the window, his blue eyes disturbed
by what he just heard. "All right, Danielle," he says at last.
"If you want to stop seeing me, tell me. Don't let this degrade
into ugliness."
"That isn't what I'm saying."
"No?" He turns back to the woman opposite him, her face reflecting
the approaching purple twilight. "What other reason could there
be for what you just said to me?"
She tilts her head, lips smiling but eyes sad. "The reason is
simply that it's true, Tristan. You know me only as a whore."
"Will you please stop using that word? It's got nothing to do
with who you are. I don't even know whom you're trying to hurt.
Are you implying that I'm using you?"
"I'm not implying anything. It's a statement of fact."
"Damn it, Danny, it's--"
"Don't call me that!"
Taken aback, Tristan stares at her in confusion. "That's what
Cameron calls you, isn't it?" When there's no response, he continues:
"Is that what this is about? You feel guilty?"
She seems about to laugh, but turns sober quickly. "I told you,
this has nothing to do with anyone else. It's about our relationship,
such as it is."
"'Such as it is'? What are you saying? That the past few weeks
have been about only one thing?"
"Haven't they? Is there more between us than sex?"
Tristan takes her arm. "Of course there is. Don't you
know that?"
"Tell me, then. What else have we shared besides our bodies?"
"I -- I've shared with you. The conversations we've had --" He
shakes his head. "Look, I agree that I don't know much about your
inner thoughts. But that's not for want of my asking you about
them."
"I know that."
"Even so, I know the kind of woman you are. You're funny, smart,
generous--"
"Oh, come on."
"You don't think you're generous? Do you know how much you've
given me? You've freed me from inhibitions I didn't even know
I had--"
"That's the sex again."
"No, not just that way. By listening to me, by offering advice..."
Tristan gently pulls her closer to him. "Don't you remember? Doesn't
any of this count?"
She seems genuinely surprised by his words. "I suppose it
does," she says pensively. "I just ... I didn't realize that
you cared this much about us." [Note the use of the plural,
common with multiples. Tristan, not surprisingly, misunderstands.--
kl]
"About us? You mean our relationship? Of course I care. And
I care about you, as a person. I want to know all about you. I've
been waiting for you to tell me."
"All about me," she echoes, smiling. "That's a tall order.
I'm more complex than you may realize."
"Trust me, I can handle a lot of complexity." He moves his
hands to her shoulders. "I'm not exactly one-dimensional myself,
am I?"
"No, definitely not. But -- oh God, I don't know what to
do. You deserve more than ..." Her voice trails away. Rather than
continue, she shakes her head in thought.
Looking down at her, Tristan can hardly believe this is the
same confident, damn-the-consequences woman who seduced him on
the dance floor of a nightclub. The contradiction only intrigues
him more, melting away a layer of the protective shell he's worn
throughout their relationship.
"Listen to me, Danielle," he says quietly, lifting her chin with
a touch of his hand. "I don't know what I deserve. I'm just very
grateful for what we've had together. You've changed my life."
Hesitating, he then smiles. "The other day I literally thanked
my lucky star for you. Can you believe that? Until I met you,
I never thought I had a star, lucky or otherwise. A black
cloud, maybe," he adds with a grin.
She takes a deep breath, then exhales. "I'm sorry, Tristan."
"In God's name, why? What do you have to be sorry about? Didn't
you hear what I just--"
"I did. And thank you. You can't imagine what it meant to me."
"Then tell me." He cradles her face in his hands. "I want
to know what matters to you. I'm sick of focusing on my plans
and needs ... What about you? What do you need?"
She examines him with incredible intensity, as if seeing him
for the first time. To his astonishment, her eyes shine with tears.
"I need you to hold me. Just hold me, tonight."
Episode #3.32: Molly meets Tristan
Further clues were dropped when Beth awoke in Tristan's arms. This
time Tristan encountered not Amanda or Samantha -- but Molly. Note
the references to her stiffness (old age) and bad vision; her flat
tone of voice is also a big hint, as are her more judgmental, negative
opinions; finally her treatment of Tristan as they say goodbye is
almost maternal.
[...] Her eyes open, and she looks confused, disoriented after her
nap. As she blinks a few times, Tristan kisses her a second time.
"Sorry, looks like I interrupted a nice dream."
Lifting her head, she stares up at him as if trying to see through
a fog. "What's going on," she says in a hoarse voice. "What is it?"
"Nothing," he murmurs, running a finger across her jawline. "Hope
I didn't disturb you. It's just that I'm starving. Would you like
to get some dinner sent up?"
She pushes herself up with some difficulty to stare across the
room at the clock on the mantelpiece. "What time is it?"
"I can't see. Must be about ten by now. Why? "
"Ten! Are you sure?"
Tristan frowns, watching as she gets to her feet and walks over
to the fireplace. With nothing in the grate but dying embers, he
can't see her expression, but there's something tense and stiff
in her movements. "What's wrong?"
"It's later than that," she reports. "It's ten-thirty."
"Sorry, I guess my internal clock needs winding. Is there a problem?
You didn't say you had to leave at any specific--"
"I have to go."
"But why?"
"I shouldn't have to tell you, should I?"
Her flat tone startles him. "Danielle, did I do something wrong?"
"No, Tristan. You didn't do anything. Except for sleeping with
someone you knew was married," she adds harshly, but quickly shakes
her head. "No, you're a good man. If anything, you've been wronged,
and I'm very sorry."
He pauses, swallowing. "Maybe you've just gotten up on the wrong
side of the bed," he says slowly. "But I have to say this is sounding
like a valedictory speech."
"I don't know what you mean. And I don't have time to argue, either."
"I'm not arguing! For God's sake, why are you so angry? What did
I say?"
"You didn't say anything! Don't you understand, I shouldn't be
here!"
"Isn't it a little late in the day to come to that conclusion?"
He can't help the bitter words. "Your marital status hasn't changed
since day one."
She ignores him. He watches her as she grabs her coat from the
bed, pulling her arms awkwardly through the sleeves. Irritably,
he reaches out to grasp her shoulders. "Look, will you stop for
a minute and tell me--"
"Let me go this instant!"
Tristan releases her, astonished at her ferocity. For some time
they stand and stare at one another in silence. Finally, she takes
a deep breath and touches his arm.
"I promise you, Tristan. This has nothing to do with you."
"Then what is this about? Why are you acting so strangely tonight?
God, I can't keep up with your mood changes!" He turns away, glaring
at the chaise lounge where only moments before, they'd been so peaceful
together. After a long moment he faces her again. "Just tell me,
Danielle, will you please? Is this goodbye?"
She looks up at him. Her gaze, usually so magnetic and animated,
is weary ... almost numb.
"No, it's not goodbye," she mutters at last, a sympathetic smile
flashing on her tight lips. "But it should be. If you were lucky,
it would be. But I ... I can't control this."
"I don't want you to control this."
When he bends to kiss her, she moves slightly and instead kisses
him on the cheek. "Take care," she whispers in his ear. "Please
try not to worry."
Tristan waits until she opens the door to go. "Danielle," he calls
softly. "Will you call me?"
She doesn't even glance back at him -- her eyes concentrate on
the floor in front of her. "I would say that's a certainty," she
murmurs, and disappears down into the blackness of the stairwell.
More, including Beth's reaction
to Tristan's phone call, and Tris's call to Danielle
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